As a born medium I could upon my arrival on this earth perceive a lot energetically, I rather would have chosen not to know or feel. I was certainly not ready to deal with any of what I was given, especially because I didnt know how to deal with it, since back in the day “ those things “ were not as openly talked about as luckily increasingly become. And it caused me trouble. Physically and mentally. Therefore I chose to run, which seemed to be an easy way out, denying what there was, planning to simply lead a life that I imagined would bring me inner peace. As the story had to go, I neither found serenity nor fulfilment – but being a strong minded person, I continued to run. I was just not going to go there and face it ! I kept on running, along many winding roads throughout different countries and cultures, meeting many others on the run. Your soul can be numbed , as there always pleasant things in life and talking yourself into them, is easy, as probably most of us have experienced. When your souls megaphone – which is also called our body - is set into action though, you are forced to face whatever wants and needs to be heard. Most importantly:
You are not a victim.  Going through a lot of physical ailing and mental pain and a long learning, growing and accepting process, I am here now. Still running as a sport I came to love, but no longer away. Running so that I can sit still and face whatever comes my way  and especially whatever comes your way.